I want to marry him tomorrow.
some of the cogs on toontown remind me of my teachers
The horse race is on today and nana has been over since 2pm. She’s sitting in front of my tv with a pen and paper along with her glasses. She’s really excited and its adorable. She also ate over for dinner. She’s been really happy lately. I have too, since I’ve been writing I’ve been feeling more relieved of things I want to tell you.
I remember once I was sitting in the bathtub and I was just thinking of you and the last thanksgiving you were present for and how you fell asleep at the table and when mom said “dad, why are you sleeping now?” And you said “why not?” And me and Dylan roared with laughter. Then I started thinking of how I never told you what college I wanted to go to or what I want to be. At the time of these thoughts I wanted to be a pharmacist and I cried so hard because I could imagine the look on your face if I told you that. You’d be more than proud.
Now I want to be an anthropologist and if I told you this you’d probably be like “what the hell is that?” And we’d all laugh. I want to study ancient fossils or work with historic items. I think you’d find this interesting. I know you would be proud regardless because I’m going to college. I’m really sad you can’t watch me graduate high school in a few weeks, because I’m the last grand daughter who is.
Anyway I’m betting on #9 itsmyluckyday. I don’t really understand horse racing and if you were here you’d explain the logistics to where I get it. I imagine its just who ever wins. I don’t really understand stats though. They’re weird. Ill write more later.
see ya pop
Four year anniversary
Celebrating tomorrow and Saturday
It consists of the following:
The Great Gatsby
And I’m still hoping so much he likes what I got him and I’m still so excited and I’m still missing him and can’t wait for this and I’m still so happy that he’s mine and I still can’t believe he loves me because I love him more than anything. After four years.
Everybody please look up the video called “impatient Asian” on YouTube
It makes me laugh so hard I sob
I hope when you die you get to see your stats like how many times you laughed or told a lie or kissed or how many people loved you and how many people hated you and what you meant to people